Thursday, February 7, 2008

Begging

I've decided that tonight is the night. Tonight I am going to ask Hicks to make a list of what needs to be done every day before he gets home. I will ask him to outline the consequences I'll face if I fail to finish the tasks he gives me. I will ask that he keep track of my failings and discipline me, without exception, according to our agreement. I will ask that one night per week be devoted to the kind of sex he keeps threatening me with. I will also ask him to acknowledge that my ultimate goal in life is to become his joyful little fucktoy and I will beg him to help me, through discipline and guidance, to please him more so that we'll both get more of what we want from this relationship.

I don't think this will go very well. But I am going to try it anyway.

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