Sick

I'm really sick with an infection right now and so I can't really get my thoughts together to post anything worthwhile. I do think that my illness is due to the huge amount of stress I'm dealing with because of problems between Corporal Hicks and I. I am trying very hard with him and getting nowhere. I feel very much trapped, like no matter what I do, I still get everything wrong. I feel like I'll never be able to meet his needs - and as long as he is unhappy, I am unhappy.